Christ, I desperately want to change my user icon to something other than Big Beaver, but I just can't bring myself to do it. Me and that thing have history that goes back a ways.

You see, back in fifth grade, we had to make a poster showing a picture of 'effort' in a South Park type of way. Being a fifth grader, I was an arrogant little dick, who said nothing but "I'mma beast" and whatnot, so I'd thought I'd draw a retarded kid trying to do a simple math problem. That's the face I chose. I made it intentionally offensive to 'special' kids. Luckily, my teacher had a good sense of humor and I got away with a B and a warning.

I don't why, but that face stick with me for as long as I remember, and that was my mark. I even made a little comic strip about him at one point.

Not really a great story, but whatever.

I want to change it, but I just... I just can't. *sigh*

P.S. 50th News Post! Yay.