there are days when i worry i won't make rent and there are days when i will succumb to my desires come addictions -- there are days when i realize i haven't been to the gym in a week and worse days when i've connected with nothing, not even my own body, my own self. days when I shimmer into translucence, as if i risk losing myself. every day i have these realizations i think about how every day is a beautiful day, and i feel myself again. zits and arms and all. we are all a part of this beautiful day. thank you for sharing this ; ily as a stranger can